Another Valentine’s Day has come and gone. I didn’t want it to slip away completely without saying something about the five Valentines in my life: my mother, my two sisters, my daughter, and of course my wife.
When I think of these five women I am humbled by their strength, loyalty, and acts of love where I am, and others are concerned.
My Mother is the sole care giver for my Father who is, sadly, an invalid suffering with dementia. Being sole care giver means she does everything from arranging in home health care to bathing and cleaning my Father daily. If you know a care giver, hug them and tell them what a wonderful heart they have.
My Mom writes me faithfully. I receive a letter each and every week. Her letters are really a love story about her and my Father. Her letters are structured such that she writes a paragraph each day, so they’re really little diary entries about their daily life. I read each week about her daily care activities for my Dad and his occasional periods of lucidity when he lets her know he appreciates her. She closes each letter with love from them both and an inspirational bible scripture reference.
My Mom also puts money on my commissary account regularly. This allows me to buy necessities like hygiene products and treats like Pop Tarts. I also use this money to pay for phone calls home and email service.
Beyond my Father and me my Mother reaches out to cancer patients by crocheting hats to cover their hair loss and making blankets to keep them warm – all of these things are donated to the local hospital for chemo patients receiving treatment there.
Thank you Mom for everything you do. Thank you from all those you touch.
My younger sister is a bit of a dynamo, though she’d say something to the contrary. Like most parents with school age children she’s constantly on the run with sporting events, concerts, other kid functions, and a part time job. Unlike most parents, however, she also homeschools her kids. My sister invests a great deal of time being a parent and teacher.
Where I’m concerned she also writes regularly. Her letters are often what she calls “illustrated.” They are typed and have photos inserted into the body of the text giving me glimpses into her family’s daily life. I feel a little more connected to her, my niece and nephew, and my brother-in-law.
As you already know she also facilitates this blog. In fact, the idea that I’d write for a blog came from my sister and wife. They saw something in my letters home that might possibly be worth posting for others to read. It was their faith in me that started me on this journey.
Thank you sis for having faith in me. Thank you from all those you touch.
In memoriam, I want to say a little about my older sister who died just shy of her forty second birthday due to breast cancer.
She and I were very close and I often felt like her twin though she was almost three years older.
When I think of her, I remember most her contagious laughter and kindness to all she met. She was the lady who adopted all the stray cats. Her house was always open to those who were hurting and her profession as a nurse was well suited to her personality.
I can make no tribute to her as great as that given at her funeral when several hundred people came to pay their respect. There were so many there that a good portion stood outside the church waiting to say goodbye. To say she touched an entire community would be an understatement.
I miss her.
Thank you my sister for your laughter and kindness and togetherness as children. Thank you from all those you touched.
My daughter has grown into one of the most amazing women I’ve known. Everything she does she does with focus and to high standards. It’s humbling to watch her take control of her life with such alacrity.
My daughter is going to be married this year to a fine man. I’m thrilled to know she’s found the love of a lifetime. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t sad to no longer be the “man in her life.” Like most fathers and daughters we share a special bond, and it’s comforting to know that bond won’t be broken regardless of our situations.
My daughter and I share a love of literature. When she was small she’d bring me a book titled The Fussy Little Princess to read to her. I must have read that book to her a thousand times, and I loved every opportunity. When she was in high school we began reading books together and then talking about our views on what we’d read. We’d split the book into chunks and then have our discussions. This actually was set aside when she went to college and I missed it. When I was taken into custody she asked me if I’d like to start doing it again. And for the last 17 months we’ve enjoyed this time together again through letters and email.
Thank you my daughter for letting me be Pops and keeping the special bond intact through all things good and bad.
My wife and I have been together 36 years this coming March. How she’s put up with me all those years is a mystery to me.
I could write about my wife every day for a year and still not convey the true and total meaning of her presence in my life.
Together we raised four of the most amazing people I’ve ever known. And to be truthful, our children are the people they are due mostly to my wife’s love, support, and guidance. Yes, I know I helped, yet, when I look at what they’ve accomplished and how they went about achieving what they have – I see my wife’s fingerprints in each goal they’ve gained.
My wife also gave me one of my most cherished blessings – my faith – and she’s done it twice.
When we first started dating I was a “Holiday Catholic” meaning I went to church only on holidays like Easter and Christmas. She however went every Sunday and lived her faith daily. She asked me then if I’d go every Sunday with her and I said yes. I was moved by my experiences and stayed with the church for the next 30 years when I turned away due to my internal disagreements with a new priest in the church we were attending at the time. She gave me my faith a second time after the investigation started into the activities that brought me here. One day while I was breaking due to the stresses of that dark time she handed me my rosary and said, “maybe you’ll find some peace in this.” I took the rosary and have been back into my faith deeper than ever before. What greater gift can one be given than their faith? I can think of none.
The good Lord knows I’ve put her through many trials; more than any one person should have to endure. My addiction was always present and understandably hurt her and left her feeling inadequate. Yet she stayed with me because she saw in me what I, until recently, couldn’t see in myself: a good man. Her faith, love, support, loyalty, and commitment to our marriage is a thing of beauty and a life lesson I am only now learning how to live.
When I think of my wife I see her smile and expressive eyes. I hear her laughter and feel her touch. I know what total commitment and unconditional love are. She is my rock and the light of my life.
If someone were to write a book about our life together it would be as tragic and uplifting as Romeo and Juliette and would endure all because of the woman my wife is.
When I search for words to express my admiration and love I can find none capable of communicating what is inside of me. “I love you,” and “Thank you,” are so inadequate for the scope of my emotions are so much deeper.
As I said, I could write forever about my wife and not even begin to tell of her worth.
Thank you my wife for your belief in me and know that my love for you is genuine.
To all five I want to say thank you for all you do. Thank you from all those you touch. Every one you meet is the better for knowing you.
And finally, I love you all every day but most especially on Valentine ’s Day.
Tell someone special in your life how you feel about them and do it today.